巧珍。

HELLO (:

2008-06-18T15:52:00.002+08:00

Qiaozhen is now at http://qiaozhenn.wordpress.com (:
There won't be any tagboard.
SO. Please don't be lazy to add your comments k?

Previous attempt to change to wordpress wasn't successful.. couldn't transfer all my posts from blogger to wordpress. That was before I change from http://orangge-pooey.blogspot to http://qiaozhenn.blogspot.com.

=DD

See you there.

study.study.study.

2008-06-17T23:02:00.004+08:00

my friend said, "Yesterday say today study, today say tomorrow study!"
another friend said, "Always bluff me say study end up NVR!"

=(

I need to start studying already.

Qiaozhen loves exams. NOT.

RER~ pei me go shopping can? =DD

----

2008-06-16T22:23:00.003+08:00

head and tummy feeling much better right now..
shot some photos. i'm that bored.

argh

2008-06-16T18:16:00.002+08:00

woke up with...
headache, stomach pain.
diarrhea count, 4.

好难受。

O.O

2008-06-16T01:49:00.003+08:00

woah. is T-I-R-E-D!
just came back from last day of IT Fair & newton~
Stingray, kangkong, sotong, lala, satay, chicken wings, oyster omelet!
uber bloated right now.
canon hit the sales target of 1M! sales figure was... 1.38M. (:
is happy.
13cameras, 2photoprinters on the 2nd day,
17 cameras on the 3rd day,
and 22 cameras on the last day!
didn't work on the first day.
seriously talked non-stop.
losing my voice already.
looking forward to IT fair at Expo in september!

and its time to study for my papers~

IT FAIR!

2008-06-14T01:37:00.002+08:00

hahahah. though my feets hurt like hell and my eyes are freaking tired, IT Fair rocks can.
First time working at IT fair.. previously, I'm always stucked at best denki with little or no sales.
First day working under savage company.. selling Canon still cameras~ yesyes. my fav. haha.
Saw many many familiar faces. ex-colleagues from best denki, ex-colleagues from ables.. promoters.. and many more. is happy. (:
made many new friends as well..
and a damn crappy in charge. lol.
oh ya. supposed to reach at 10.30am.
but I reach at 9.15am, cityhall. today. o.o like omg can.
met up with david for bigbreakfast~
canon promoter from plaza sing..
talked non stop today. cuz the commission is shared among the promoters..
so.. everyone super chiong.
Qiaozhen has got sexy voice~ teehehehes.
strepsils please~ =DD

and I'm still feeling quite hyper right now.

time to sleep!

canon.canon.canon.canon.canon!

=DD

快乐的我。

2008-06-12T01:04:00.002+08:00

on tuesday, shooting with lee an and ahyong. alighted at chinatown mrt, walked all the way to cityhall. stopped to have mango pudding at a dessert shop.. not much photos though.. above photos taken by ahyong. was resting/slacking outside old supreme court before going to funan's swensen's for dinner. (:

like omg.

2008-06-11T23:51:00.003+08:00

met ahyong and lee an at JE.
went to shop at giant~
headed to tamanjurong for prawning.
shared one rod with ahyong.
super little prawns. =(
anw, carried on with our bbq..
lun came later on.
super full right now.
too much bbq marshmallows will cause stomach pain. =/

Today's Moodswing, more like it.

Late at night...

2008-06-10T02:35:00.003+08:00

and I'm craving for bbq prawns. =/
Chalet, BBQ anyone?.

I think this is the nicest photo taken at toponektv.. lol.
hello everyone, this is yongxiang aka ahyong, aka uncleyong. haha.

okayy. just.. feel like posting up photos. =/

nights.

The Rose

2008-06-09T22:37:00.001+08:00

Some say love it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razer
that leaves your soul to bleed

Some say love it is a hunger
an endless aching need
I say love it is a flower
and you it's only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of wakingthat never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
who cannot seem to give
and the soul afraid of dyingthat never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winterfar beneath the bitter snows
lies the seed
that with the sun's love
in the spring
becomes the rose

Makes me ponder.

2008-06-09T00:48:00.004+08:00

was supposed to meet ck 3pm@jurong to go shooting at punggol beach..
woke up at 1plus. stomach super pain. =/ diarrhea.
usually I'll still go out even when my stomach is hurting.
but then.. this time round, is pain.
plus the cooling weather~
snuggled under my quilt blankie..
msged ck to cancel the shoot.. so sorry. =/
another day ok?

and so, I spent the whole day on my bed with my lappy.
eating bread + some biscuits only.

felt alot better later in the evening..
leean came over at 6.30pm, went over to tampines to wait for lun.
went tampines safra for sakura. =.- reached there only at 8pm..
hmm. never go sakura this late. preferbly 6, 6plus.
if not, no food left. =x
ate till 9plus.. while chatting of course.
and then we went over to punggol beach.
slacked, chatted.
and then home sweet home.

and oh. I think I've got a baluku on my head. =/
seat belts please~

and I'm starting to feel hungry again.

and I love wearing gi pants during a night like this.
comfy comfy. =DD

Dailies.

2008-06-08T00:35:00.002+08:00

woke up at 9am, Bryankoh came over at 9.40am to get flashlight.
thought of going back to bed on sucha lovely weather. rainy morning.
was craving for hotcakes for quite a few days already..
called mummy, and blimey! she's at yewtee.
and so... I had hotcakes for breakfast. (:
went online, continued watching harry potter.
I still prefer reading rather than watching though.
missed out lotsa details in the movie.
went out at 1.45pm, met up with Tze, Carol, Karen, Youmei & buddy!
Gosh, it's been years since I last sat down and have a good chat with all of them.
My secondary 4 classmates. (:
It was a rather short meet up, 2hours, at Lot One's Newyork Newyork.
Short, but great.
and I so much hope that the Sakura meet up on 27th June will be a successful one,
with much more ppl turning up.
had Yami yoghurt after that.. Mango with strawberry toppings.(: nice.
went home after that, cuz bro doesn't want to go shopping with me.

met ahyong at yewtee, 9.10pm.
waited for leean to pick us up..
went farm mart for super duper late dinner.
stingray, kangkong, cereal prawn, satay, chickenwings.
the usuals~
couldn't finish those food..
drove around that area.. then went over to my area.
slacked at one of the multistory carparks.. highest floor.
too bad the ground was wet from rain earlier on..
even though it was kinda boring doing nothing up there..
but I like the feeling though. chatting on a night like this. (:
too bad I've got curfew, if not I'll be joining the both of you at yishun dam already. ):
2 more years k?

still feeling quite full right now..
and did I mention that my sis went to Bangkok on friday?
will be back only on monday.
and I hate sleeping alone in the room.

enjoy singlehood before it ends.
I'm happy right now.
Are you?

Gemini Profile

2008-06-06T14:51:00.002+08:00

Source: California Psychics

Ahh, it's Gemini time, when summer is just around the corner. Romance is heating up, friends gather for barbeques, and the urge to travel sends us traipsing across the globe, meeting new people and enjoying new experiences. Not surprising, since Gemini rules travel and communications. To take full advantage of this fun-loving energy, let's take a closer look at the sign of the twins.

Gemini personality
Charming, brainy and fickle, Gemini is the most versatile sign of the zodiac. This adaptable air sign is ruled by Mercury, the planet of brainpower, communications and travel. Gemini is the seeker and keeper of information. They're restless and get bored easily, so they need plenty of activities that keep their minds stimulated. They can drive people around them nuts by jumping from one pursuit to the next, often without warning. That's because they lead with their intellect and go where their interests take them. Which can be all over the place. As such, Gemini is curious about new locations and loves to travel. They're also super sociable and enjoy meeting new people. They usually have an assortment of friends who they find fascinating in some way. And being glib, they can strike up a conversation with just about anyone. For Gemini, it's all about variety.

Gemini in love
Gemini has flirting down to a science. Their witty repartee draws plenty of admirers. In fact, getting a Gemini to commit takes ingenuity. They can get your pulse racing from heartfelt (or naughty!) love letters, but it's best to remember that their way with words may be a form of recreation - don't take it seriously unless you hold your Gemini's heart in your hand. However, getting beyond their brain to their deeper feelings is sometimes a challenge. If you're after the heart of a Gemini, you'll first need to engage them mentally. Gather information to share, whether it's a scientific breakthrough, political blog or celebrity gossip, anything they're interested in - or not interested in, yet.

But beware of the dark twin. Well, it's not evil, really, it's just that when a Gemini suddenly reveals the opposite side of their personality, it can stun people who don't know them well. So if you appreciate consistency in a lover, remember that Gemini is exceedingly changeable. Still, they're sooo charming that it's usually easy to forgive their schizoidish personality.

Gemini at work
Being logical, smart, creative and expressive, plenty of careers are open to Gemini. A few options include engineering, computer programming, website building, law, journalism, publishing, television, communications, office work and the travel industry. Mainly, they need work that uses their mental acuity. Plus, they are the masters of multitasking, so the more projects they have going, the better.

One thing is certain, if you have a Gemini in your life, you'll seldom be bored. If you're stuck, depend on your Gemini to supply you with inventive suggestions on how to get your life back on track. They have all the info you need at their fingertips. If all else fails, they'll charm and amuse you out of your slump. Now that's an invaluable gift!

and... It's the month of Gemini. (:

My first trip to Pulau Ubin!

2008-06-06T00:51:00.005+08:00

hahahah. yes. as above, my first trip to Pulau Ubin. (:
an impromtu trip with Chengkai.
super long journey from YEWTEE to UBIN.
and I'm so lazy to type out the details.
okay, main idea was to go for shooting~
but then, 天不作美。
Today's weather, super cloudy+hazy.
as though its going to rain any minute..
okay. will let the photos do the talking.
some of the photos.. from the courtesy of ck. =x

is tired from riding~

had our dinner at Ubin's First Stop Restaurant at around 6+.
Hotplate beancurd, Sweet&Sour Pork, Sambal kangkong.
I think.. only the sweet&sour pork is nice.
I think.. 3dishes for 2person is ALOT.
super bloated after eating.

and then, we strolled back to the jetty..
waited for quite awhile before the bumboat left for mainland~
by then, it was getting dark already.

and I felt so much safer. HAHA.

okay, I shall be nice.
THANKS FOR BRINGING ME THERE~ =DD

for more info, please refer to: http://chuppikay.wordpress.com/

----

2008-06-04T23:27:00.002+08:00

Nvm.
Let's talk about yesterday.
Woke up pretty late in the afternoon.
Decided to catch Sex and the City @4.30pm, The Cathay.
Cabbed down.
Bought tix and stoned alil while waiting fot cyt.
A 2hr25mins movie. Storyline was okay but quite lengthy.
Trained to SP for tkd training.
Late for more than an hour...
ohyea. The lady at the 'tearing-tickets-counter' came after me, all the way into the theatre just to ask for my IC.
and wth. she says, "Actually he looks okay. But you look very young."
and WTH. Aunty, he's younger than me 好不好。
Good or bad, you tell me.
Slacked during training.
Nothing much to elaborate about.
Cabbed to BukitBatok East Ave3 for Supper/Dinner with AHT and AhFat.
Stingray not nice. =/
Cabbed home.

Received morning calls from LeeAn and Lun.. =.-
Disrupted my beauty sleep.
Bathed and everything. la was already waiting for me at my voideck.
by the time I went down, he waited for like 30mins already. so sorry. =/
drove me to school.. met lun, ate at fc4.
tried to work on our fyp..
Trained to Tampines to help my sis collect some stuff.
Met Nick, accompanied me to Expo mrt before going to.. Bugis I think.
Went Hall5 to look for mummy, looked for the one and only pillow for me.
Because my current cotton-filled pillow is so hard that I have difficulty trying to fall asleep everynight.
Everynight, I'll fall asleep with this thought in mind, "wah lao, tmr must ask mummy to buy pillow liao".
and I always forgot about it everytime I wake up.
Trained to Bedok after that.
Had my long-craved black carrot cake.
Had Katong Laksa as well. Not as nice as the one I ate at HollandV. though.
I didn't had both servings, mind you. Shared with my mummy.
and. home sweet home.

and this is called... blogging for the sake of blogging.

done.

----

2008-06-04T23:06:00.002+08:00

Haiz. 不了解。
我要出去。

I feel like I'm going to explode if I carry on thinking, analyzing, trying to think on both sides etc etc etc.

Don't feel like socialising right now.

hmm..

2008-06-04T00:47:00.002+08:00

I feel like blogging.
and I've got many things to blog about.
but I don't know where to start. =/
and I'm lazy to type everything out.
wouldn't it be great if I can point the wand to my temple and extract out my memories into the pensieve like Albus Dumberdore?

later.

Thoughts.

2008-06-02T20:44:00.002+08:00

Felt a little 烦躁 in the evening..
Wanted to get out of the house.
Be it going for a stroll, jog, ride bicycle, skate, swim.
Ended up jogging alone...
Love the feeling of the wind on my face.

Thought of many many things..
Things like... school, friends, family, $$, r/s, taekwondo, photography, what do i exactly want in life, what am i going to do after poly, what do i WANT to do after poly, whether or not to have a weekend job again etc...

I want to go swimming,
I want to ride on a bicycle,
I want to watch Sex And The City.
I want to go to Taipei again.
I want to go to Bangkok for shopping,
I want to go to Australia for shopping and sightseeing,
I want to go to China for sightseeing,
I want to go to Canada to view the Niagara Falls at night.
I want to visit my grandpa in Malaysia.
I want to bring my mum to as many places as possible with solely my own $.
I'm looking forward to the Taiwan/HongKong trip with sis and her friends early next year.
Looking at the graduates, I can't wait for my graduation ceremony next year.
I so much hope that poly life will end faster but with mixed feelings.

I think... at times, there is a need to stop and think. To reflect.

oh btw,
Did I mention? It's holidays. 3 weeks of holidays.
It's funny how everytime I'm very much looking forward to holidays and when it's here, I feel so lost. Not knowing what to do. Mid-semester Tests is coming but the mugging mood isn't here yet.

and I think I'll stop here for now.

----

2008-06-02T02:04:00.003+08:00

its times like this when i feel like isolating myself from the rest of world.

is moody.

hungry.
don't say that i'm always eating please.
i didn't have my dinner.
and i'm craving for t16 cafe's tuna sandwich.

----

2008-06-02T00:12:00.003+08:00

went for Angela Zhang's concert at Expo hall 5.. Sis's treat.
I would say it's quite a small scale one.
ended super early at 10plus.
quite disappointing.. but I guess she isn't fully recovered from her sickness ba.
and she didn't sing 亲爱的那不是爱情。):
is sad.

my stomach is still screaming in pain from the laksa I ate in the afternoon.
and I still feel like eating another bowl of it right now. =x

oh my.
and I think I missed you.

BACK!

2008-06-01T15:55:00.010+08:00

okayyy. and so, I've got many many things to blog about. Stomach feeling super pain right now. Just came out of the toilet. =/ diarrhea. what's new? I disappeared for like.. 3days?

Friday! May 30th.
I rotted at home for the whole afternoon watching drama.. and yada yadaa. Until RER msged me, go for camp? was a little tempted already. SO, she managed to persuade me to go for Pool club's FO camp. Packed my bag, met rer at cck platform, went for tkd training first while she went for camp.. Ate cup noodles+chocolate milk+dark chocolate malteses.. and that was my first meal of the day. 饿过头。=/ trained halfway, threw up everything. Then.. was feeling alil weak already. So I slacked all the way.. sptkdc, thanks for the birthday song~ andand AhFat gave me this:

because I always laosai~ wahlao~ where got ppl give shit for birthday one! lol. thanks anw. =DD 很有心意hor? haha.

Went to Redz @TanjongPagar with Xiuyun, AhFat, Xinde, Johnboy, Eileen after training.. Devester joined us later on. Played open number and so on~ Sang 分手快乐 with Eileen.. Let's go sing another day~

me&Eileen!

was busy replying birthday msgs~ hehees. Didn't know I was being 投拍！

woah. look at my huge face. Xiuyun, Eileen and meee.

Thanks for celebrating my birthday with me~ =DD
and many thanks to Xiuyun for the 红包 and sending me back to SP for my camp~ (:

It was around 3.30am when I reached sch.. they were still having their nightwalk. erm.. was a little hyper. think I talked quite alot to chengkai&deyong. lol lol. went to take a stroll for the nightwalk with Nick.. 被吓倒quite afew times laa. hahahah. and then the staff room corridor was damn dark can. couldn't see. =/
then.. ck accompanied me to the guy's toilet at swimming pool to bathe. =x haha. thanks thanks. YOU KNOW WHY?. cuz the person who psycho me to go for the camp PS-ed me. hen sad you know?! BUT. nvm. still love you nonetheless~ hahah.
found a classroom at sch of MM..wasn't lock. w aircon! =x talk cock awhile.. fell asleep at 6.40am while smsing~ oh. andand. Nick gave me this:

hees. thanks. wasn't expecting you to get anything for me. (:

Saturday, 31st May.
Woke up at around 10am? washed up, went FC5 with ck and dy for KFC.. both of them went off after that. went to the swimming pool to look at freshies playing watergames.. Dazed for like nearly 2 hours? then DEAR rer came back.. didn't join in any of the games for this camp.. think I'll skip the details of the camp in the afternoon. Bryahkoh, Weitiong and Gavin came at night. (: Bought Durian cake from Emicake for me.. thanksthanks. Didn't expect you guys to come down.. and thanks to everyone from pool camp for the birthday song! and omg. I nearly got a birthday kiss. >.< very fun hor RER.

and thenn. Gavin drove us to Bukit Timah for Supper.. Had sambal kangkong, sambal fried black promfet and sweet&sour pork. as usual.. chatted while eating. and then.. Gavin drove us back to SP. many thanks. 麻烦你了。

slacked at our sleeping area.. played daidee, bridge.. tgr with rer, chengkai, deyong, rachel & tzelip.
and then we headed to FC5 foyer.. played with those waterbombs we made in the afternoon. woah. is pain! still prefer those kopi plasticbags rather than balloons. after that, climbed into the swimming pool. is exciting. haha. played in the pool for quite awhile before going to bathe. played monkey, 7-up etc. went back to our sleeping area after that.. slept~

Sunday, June 1st.
woke up at 10 or 11am.. couldn't remember. I totally forgotten that I replied Ahfat's msg in the morning at 8.50am. lol! and I forgot what I replied Nick also. Die. Erm. Please don't tell me or ask me important things in the morning okay?. =x I have the tendacy not to remember. =x
went to wash up~ all of them went home~
I went to FC5 foyer to look for Ahfat.. cuz they were having extra training..
Joanna, Guoshu, Devester, Yuzhe, Johnboy, Xinde & Ahfat was there~
Leg got alil itchy.. kicked awhile.
waited for them to wash up.. aiya. main idea is to go lunch with them. haha. was super hungry ya' know. brunched at holland v. had katong laksa.. ate alil too much chilli. haha. is shiok. =x thanks joanna for the treat. teehehes.
the rest of them proceeded to swensens.. I cabbed home.. cuz. need to jianfei. haha! still pondering whether to fight in the upcoming 2nd People's Association-STF Taekwondo Championships 2008(Saturday 12 July and Sunday 13 July 2008). If I were to join, I need to drop at least 3kgs. =/ see how ba.

The most expensive chocolate I ever had in my life~
the 2nd time I receive chocolates from Godiva. teehehes.
Bro got me truffles, Zarena got me milk chocolate strawberries. Thanks! Very surprised. (:

ohoh. and surprise~ surprise~
Thanks for calling all the way from Melbourne! (:

and.. I'm gonna go bathe and prepare already.
Sis is nagging. >.<

P/s: Nevertheless, you still made my day. (:

2008-05-30T11:47:00.005+08:00

and more ppl msged me this morning! hehehes.
thanksthanks.
Hanwei, Jarrich, jiejie, Helen, TerryKoh, Randy, Maurice, Siang Choong, Weiwei, UncleYong, Mario, Sean, Robin Chin, Mummy, Guang Yi, Gavin, Marko, TienSiang. =DD

staying at home to watch 命中注定我爱你.

and I doubt my birthday wish will come true...

ohya.
Today is my 华人农历生日as well. (:

19th BIRTHDAY.

2008-05-30T00:37:00.007+08:00

and so... the day is here!
Firstly, Happy 21st Birthday to Chee Ann!
My one and only friend that shares the same birthday as me. =DD

Had dinner with family at home on wednesday night.
Cut cake as well... Mummy kissed my right cheek while bro kissed my left cheek! hahahah.
will post up photos another day ya..

Thursday.
Many many thanks to Lun, Leean, Leong, Ahyong and Daryl for using up many many many braincells while planning everything, for making time to celebrate my birthday for me, for wearing nicenice, the big big whole burnt in your wallets to pay for all my expenses today and for making me very much a happy girl today! andd. Leean for accompanying me home. (:

went to toponektv at bugis.. was kind of reluctant at first. but ya. I don't have a choice, do I? =D and we sang(&theGUYSdrank) for... 5 hours! went to have tzechar for dinner after that.. woah. many many dishes. 7 dishes for 6. and so, we had... nonya curry fishhead, chilli crayfish, cereal prawn, youtiao salad, hotplate tofu, sambal kangkong w cuttlefish and Mongolian ribs. many thanks to daryl for the treat. ^^ there's a story behind it though. haha. after dinner, went arcade.. mainly.. watched them play laaaa. and thenn. after QUITE awhile(=x).. we went over to Breko.. and the guys drank againnn.(I SEE BIG BIG BEER BELLIESS). I'm a good girl. I only had 3/4 bottle of Hoegaarden. love the mozzarella sticks! and and. cut the 2nd birthday cake this year.. thanks thanks. =D

and many thanks to those who wished me happy birthday either via sms, msn or friendster.
Yuentuck, NickKoh, BryanKoh, Leong, Ahfat, Guoshu, Joanna, Lanz, Irene, Rer, Leean, Lun, Chee Ann, Zarena, Wanxuan, Kiat, Cheeyau.

Didn't expect you to wish me happy birthday though.
Well, surprised. thanks anw. (:

I wonder what will I be doing tomorrow.

Much ♥s,
Qiaozhen.

Psssstttt!
I'm NINETEEN already! teehehehes.
although 19 and 18 doesn't make much difference.

andand. my readership has grown. O.O
from a mere 40+ average readers per day to 67!
I wonder who's reading though.

心願便利貼

2008-05-29T02:15:00.002+08:00

(男)一天一天貼近你的心　你開心　我關心
(女)一點一滴我都能感應　你是我最美的相信

(男)等不到　雙子座　流星雨　灑滿天際
(女)先點燃　九支仙女棒　代替

(男)最燦爛　不一定要許多　鑽石黃金
(合)看你眼睛　有幸福的倒影

(女)把你的討厭　宅急便　送到天邊
(男)平凡的傻事　用了心　變成經典
(合)存滿滿的心願　便利貼　貼成無限
就是我們　最富有的宣言

(男)把你的喜歡　每一天　複習兩遍
(女)驚喜的預言　我的天　通通應驗
(合)你和我的心願　便利貼　貼心裡面
收集感動　給以後懷念

(女)一天一天貼近你的心
(男)一點一滴我都能感應
(合)你是最美的相信

song from 《命中注定我爱你》.
hmm.. but why 雙子座?
I'm also a gemini!. xD

Love&Hate the weather.

2008-05-28T14:47:00.002+08:00

love the weather because... I just woke up not long ago at 2pm.
sucha cooling weather.

hate the weather because I so badly want to go swimming today.
Mr Sun~ where are you?

----

2008-05-28T02:07:00.001+08:00

feeling down.

Chapter 777.

2008-05-26T22:42:00.002+08:00

labtest today. lecturer called me 小不点. >.<
went expo with lun, laopeh, leong.
food expo wasn't that impressive.. first time there.
mama came to look for us after work..
someone damn shy la. HAHA. (at least i didnt say who okay~)
they left for training at around 7..
continued walking with mama..
then.. home le lor.
is tired.
wrist still pain. ):
everywhere also pain.
moody.

ECP~

2008-05-25T23:28:00.004+08:00

erm erm. 长话短说。
very tired right now..

Went ECP with Lanz, Irene, Eshley, Bruce, Weiwei, Kelvin, Helen & BryanKoh.
to have an early birthday celebration!
wore Lanz's aggro skates.. fit nicely leh. lol.
only me and bryan skated. -.- the rest rented bikes..
then then. okokay. main point is..
I fell down thrice. =( is pain.
first time, fell on my beloved ass. big bruise, about the size of my palm on my thigh + scratches.
still mian qiang can blade.
2nd time, fell on my knee. minor scratches.
3rd time. oh-my-god. was going down a super steep slope,
fell, break fall, body fell flat on the ground, dragged. =/
pulled bryan down as well. my apologies. ): forgot to let go.
sprained my wrist... ): ): ):
+

swapped with Bruce..(thanks thanks) rode his bike instead. single hand leh. lol!
continued cycling~
then.. dinner at lagoon.
O.O many many food.
and then.. cabbed home.

all in all.. despite all those falls, really enjoyed myself. (:
its been awhile since I last went out with you guys.
many thanks. (:

sorry xiuyun, no more sparring on tuesday~ another time okay?.

and.. mummy scolded me. ):
go skating, so many scars and bruises.
taekwondo's bruises not enough ar?

):

(:

2008-05-25T00:45:00.006+08:00

woke up at freaking 1pm plus, still feeling pissed.
but I almost forgot why. =.-

anyway.
went online awhile, bathed, changed, went Vivo to meet Ahfat and Yuentuck.
had my brunch at LongJohnSilver..
got an Everlast Tshirt for Cheeann~
headed to WestMall's Swensens.. yt had his err. lunch or dinner?.
had chocolate fondue, deep fried button mushrooms & calamaris as well. =DD
and thenn. Xiuyun drove us to Cheeann's place for buffet at Bukitbatok~
21st Birthday! he has got the same birthdate as me!. =DD May 30th.
played mahjong over there.. lost $15. ):
nice tiles.. but.. always never win. is sad. blahhh.
RER~ so sorry, didn't go over 241 to look for you.. supper/dinner another day okay?

left shortly after that. like around.. 10plus?
yt left for MOS. -.-'' you good~
joanna went homee.
Left with ahfat&xiuyun. and mee.
Wanted to go to Liquid Kitchen @BukitTimah.
woah. many many ppl.
Change of place, went to Blooie's at BukitTimah RailMall instead.
Not bad a place~

Had cajun chicken wings, calamaris and deep fried mushrooms. again. =x
ordered sex on the beach. tasted like some cough med. -.- prefered liquid kitchen's.
ahfat had blue lagoon..
swapped drinks with me. teehehes. thanks thanks.
spent some time chatting..
reached home at 11.55pm. =x
thanks xiuyun for the ride.. and ahfat for the meals!.
when I came home.. mummy asked, 你去喝酒啊?. I nodded, hai.. 就是怕你去喝酒。=/

anyway...
I've received my first birthday present! all the wayyy from Melbourne!
from the sweetest guy I've known, Sin Zhenrui! (:
many many thanks!
sigh. you know me best. how I wish if everyone understands me like the way you do.
so tired of everything.

I was hinting the other day that I wanted postcards from Melbourne~
hehes. and so, I've got my one and only set of postcards specially taken by him.
and the first letter of every caption forms up to the word... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
when are you going to sponsor me a trip to Melbourne~~~ =p
hahaha. loves. (:

and rer, love you too! hehes.

Fucking Pissed.

2008-05-24T00:26:00.005+08:00

(1.17am)EDITS:
READ AND REFLECT.
YOUR JANUARY 4th POST.

Yea, start blaming me.
Have you ever put yourself in my shoes and give it a thought?
(I think you will be very much ENLIGHTENED.)
Why am I behaving like this.
Why am I treating you this way.
WHY DO I HAVE TO RESORT TO FUCKING BEHAVE THIS WAY.
and you think I'm enjoying every bit of it?. because I'm NOT.
you said that I'm unappreciative of what you did, your care and concern, your everything and anything.
Since this is what you think, then why bother? why carry on all these?
If this is what you think I am, SO BE IT.
I think there's no need for any futher explanations.
and don't fucking make it sound as if I'm the one at fault.
I don't fucking owe you anything.

I'm so fucking pissed off that I don't even know how to express myself,
so fucking pissed off that I feel like crying.

No words will do any good at this moment.
Go away.

(:

2008-05-23T23:32:00.002+08:00

Went to school at 10am, met up with Mdm WongKY to talk about our on-going FYP project.. Hmm.. let's work hard together k?. (: Slacked at T12402.. FreeAccess. while waiting for LeeAn and UncleYong.

Went shopping with UncleYong, Lun and LeeAn.
Marina Square, Suntec, Marina Square, Wisma, Taka, Wheelock, Cine.
Lunched at Sakae @Marina Square..
Shopping is fun. (:

Last stop was cine.. went Burger King to slack&chat..
andd. home sweet home.
thanks laopeh for driving me home. (:
and for trying your very best to brake earlier, w/o jerks. =DD
*very not you. teehehes. (you know what I mean~)

对不起，让你们为难了。

----

2008-05-23T01:59:00.004+08:00

okokay. 3rd post in 2hours.
I'm thinking alot right now.
Been awhile since I'm feeling this way...
Mummy, daddy, what's love?

It's funny how a human mind works.
Probably like what my GEMs, Love&Relations, lecturer said:
Humans' minds revolve around love.
People composes songs, write plays, poems, movies, films, novels, in the name of love.
He says that a baby will die if being left alone after birth, deprive of love&touch.
People need love&touch.
Everyone do.
Don't you agree?

Just.. something very random.

Loves everyone around me,
Qiaozhen. (:

and its 7 more days.
anyone wants to date me out?. xD
(okay, I'm only kidding.)

That's where you find love - Westlife.

2008-05-23T01:31:00.001+08:00

In your eyes, I found the greatest price
You and I could not be closer
And in your arms, is everything I want
Now I know my search is over

And I don't know where you take me
But it's exactly where I wanna be

chorus:
It's where the stars line up
It's where the ocean's touch
It's in a place I've never been that feels like home
It's in the air right now
It's when you give your all, and give a little more
I've never been so sure, that's where you find love

People pass, and listen to us laugh
Wishing that they had the same thing
And our friends they ask, how we made it last
I just smile and say the same thing

I'm not sure how we got here
Baby I'm just glad that we got here

chorus:
It's where the stars line up
It's where the ocean's touch
It's in a place I've never been that feels like home
It's in the air right now
It's when you give your all, and give a little more
I've never been so sure, that's where you find love
That's where you find love

>.<

2008-05-22T23:49:00.004+08:00

and Qiaozhen's Happy-O-Meter dropped drastically from Level 10 all the wayyyy to Level 1. ):

anywayys.
wore semi-formal for the whole of yesterday and today.
supposed to present our TNP yesterday.. BUT. due to FORSEEN circumstances..
it was postponed to todayy.
presentation didn't go pretty well. sigh. better luck next time.
shopping after school today.. again~
with the same ppl againn. UncleYong, Lun and LeeAn.
due to popular demand, was asked to try on dresses at Zara. =.=
DRESSES leh. ohmy.
have you ever seen me in dresses?! besides that long ago 2005 promnite la.
ohwells, feel weird in dress though.
had lots of fun. =DD
lunched at Crystal Jade Kitchen @NgeeAnnCity.
Fresh Scallop Congee! *wipes saliva.

went to meet bro for movie at the cathay..
watched IndianaJones 7.30pm.
erm... some Shatec company function.. dad got tix.
not bad a movie.. mystery mystery.

the only meal I had for today was that congee.
is hungry. ):

p/s: I dreamt of the solar system last night. I saw planets in my dream! They appeared... BIG to me. O.O

according to dreammoods.com:
Planet:
To see a planet in your dream, signifies creativity, exploration, and new adventures. You may be trying to align yourself with untapped energies that you never knew you had. Look up specific planet for additional significance. Look up specific planet for additional significance.

okay.. and I think I saw Pluto:
To see Pluto in your dream, symbolizes death and destruction. It may also indicate a rebirth or transformation.

and.. Earth too.
To see the earth in your dream, signifies wholeness and global consciousness. It may also symbolize the sense of being "grounded" and your need to be realistic.

Blahhh.
Life is all about making decisions. Ain't it?

Food for thought.

2008-05-21T23:30:00.003+08:00

Went Vivo after school with Lun, LeeAn and UncleYong.
Shopped~
Finally got a new pair of havaianas slippers.. previous orange one too small already.
got a super plain one. is sad. feet too small... very little designs to choose from.
leean went to get his shoes from Pedro..
Caught 'Made of Honour' at 4.40pm. (:
Pretty great show.. sweeet.
Never too late to realise things..
but.. 不要失去了才懂得珍惜。
Headed to Bugis, got a top from G2000.
Wanted to dine at Eleven @Bussorah Street.
But... restaurant is going to close down for renovations and change of menu.
so... very limited choice of main course. ):
Had tze char instead.. somewhere at waterloo street.

and... so. here I am. HOME.
super tiring.
and.. I didn't visit the doctor today. =/

GSS is HERE!
$$$.
someone, sponsor me pleaseeee.

please tell me that I'm not missing you..

No pain, no gain.

2008-05-21T00:54:00.006+08:00

don't know if I did the right thing today..

sigh. some things, are better to be left unsaid.

too much explanations might do no good.

and I'm going to visit the doctor tomorrow.

is pain.

both my ass and my tummy.

With great power, comes great responsibility;

With great desperation, comes great inspiration. -> WEILUN.

haha. and I'm feeling so guilty because I'm sitting happily at home right now,

while the rest of them are at leong's house chionging Technoprenourship presentation slides

that are due tmr morning. O.O

okay la. not sitting happily anyway.

I'm in GREAT pain.

speaking of Sakura yesterday...

2008-05-19T23:04:00.002+08:00

woke up at 2.15pm.
onlined.
bathed.
met up with Lun and UncleYong at Yewtee Mrt station...
went to Sakura @ Omni Theatre for the 3rd time this month. O.O
1st of May, with tkd peeps.
12th of May with family.

I think... we chatted more than we ate.
been awhile since the 3 of us went for food hunting.
busy digging each other's recent happenings.
andand. stop making fun of me pleasee.
went to science centre's kinetic garden after dinner to 'digest'~
headed to JEC's arcade...
I think.. Lun really likes the Japanese drum thingy. hahahah.
enjoyed myself ya.

its time to mug soon.
many many labtests coming up.
and I've got labtest tmr which I've not started revising yet,
Technoprenourship presentation on wednesday which we've not started our dicussion yet.
and its time to start on FYP soooon.

I think I need to find time to visit the doctor~~~

hmm. so much for now.

(:

and a new chapter unfolds...

2008-05-18T18:48:00.008+08:00

its may 18. (:
the past 6 months went past rather quickly... like, *ZOOM*.
I..
went for IVP,
passed my tkd coach course,
completed my 2 months ITP,
left my job at Best Denki,
took up photography,
went back for tkd trainings,
went to many places for the first time,
went prawning for the first time,
fell in and out of love,
and much more.

things aren't the same anymore.
and I'm proud to say that I've already moved on. (:
(like finally?)
and.. thats about it.

-----------------------------------------

and I just came back not long ago.. from SPTKDC's F.O. Camp!
shan't elaborate much on it..
I've got my fair share of fun. (:
After camp, went Lot 1 with ahfat, yuentuck, joanna, eileen, johnboy, weekee and minyi for breakfast+lunch+dinner? at Sakae! still preferred Sakura though. =DD
plan for our next upcoming outing please.
is excited. =DD

and 巧珍要发热了。

Much loves,
Qiaozhen. (:

p/s: DON'T YOU GET IT? urgh.

Let's Talk about Love..

2008-05-15T23:52:00.001+08:00

Let's Talk about Love.., originally uploaded by sweetsexything.

and...Love is in the air~

many many people around me are getting attached..

Qiaozhen wants to fall in love too!

xD

Sidewalk Graffiti

2008-05-14T20:19:00.001+08:00

Sidewalk Graffiti, originally uploaded by Brian O'D.

Just for my own record..
had been having diarrhea since 4th May.

A song to share..

2008-05-14T17:46:00.002+08:00

Connie Talbot - I Will Always Love You

If I should stay
I would only be in your way.
So I'll go but I know
I'll think of you
Every step of my way.

And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
(My darling, you)

Bittersweet memories,
That is all I'm taking with me.
So goodbye, please don't cry.
We both know I'm not what you, you need.

and I will always love you.
I will always love you.

I hope life will treat you kind
And I hope you'll have
All you've dreamed of.
and I do wish you joy and
happiness.
But above all this, I wish you love.
I love you i will always love you.

And I will always always love you.
I will always love you...
i will always love you

http://www.connietalbot.com/

7 yrs old child protege and singer . (:

its when.. things shouldn't turn out the way it is.

2008-05-13T23:45:00.003+08:00

smile, and the world will smile with you.

=DD

2008-05-12T22:58:00.006+08:00

okay.
and so.. I had 3 VERY filling meals today.
hotcakes w/ sausage for breakfast,
porridge BUFFET at hotpot culture for lunch,
and Sakura BUFFET at Omni theatre for dinner.

let me start with.. Hotpot Culture. Its a... restaurant? at Marina Square.
went there with my classmates. okay. FRIENDS. lun, leean, leong and daryl.
and the food... *shakes head* 5 stars, I give them no stars can.. enough said. =/

dinner at Sakura. Supposed to be a... Mother's Day treat.
thats why daddy didn't go. hahahaha. no la!
because daddy says he doesn't like jap food.
and mummy wants to eat that. so... he didn't join us.
went with bro, sis and mummy.

I don't think... I ate alot leh. It's because... my bro eat so little can?
but I ate alot of teppanyaki prawns, sambal clams.. and durian puffs. =x
Qiaozhen is a happy girl. =x hehehes.
BRO & SIS TREATED ME. THANKS AH.

okay.. I'll thank you by putting up your not-so-handsome photos k?

I think.. I'm not fat ah.. =X SEE, I've got small wrist. =x

teehehehes.

is FULL.

It's Mother's Day!

2008-05-11T23:12:00.011+08:00

anddd. I woke up at 1pm today.
and mummy had already left for work!
and and. I didn't msg mummy happy mother's day at all.
teehehehes.
spent the whole sunday rotting at home. =/
decided to go pick mummy up from work!
went causewaypt at 8 plus..
got flowers from Xpressflower.com at causewaypt.
=DD

happy mummy with flowersss.

me me me!. xD

its... a bouquet of.. sunflower and roses. (: pretty pretty.

andand. we went home after her work..

was fooling around with bro just now..

teehehes. bro's army bag. and me. =D

and mummy said, "O.O this is how they 藏死尸。" -.-"""

sis joined in the fun too. and OMG. she can fit nicely in there. zipped all the way!

oh my. 没形像了。

Busy busy busy!

2008-05-10T15:39:00.003+08:00

Monday, Dinner with family. 6 to 9.30pm
Tuesday, training. 6.30 to 10.30pm
Wednesday, VISIT TO TEKONG. -.- totally don't know why we have to go for a visit there. till 5 or 6pm
I've been there before! when we accompanied my bro.
Thursday, Coach briefing. 7pm
Friday, Saturday, Sunday, TKD FO CAMP.

tell me, did i miss out anything?

and yuentuck, when do you want to prepare those stuff for nightwalk?!
book a timeslot please. =x

and i want to buy keds slip ons~~~ =/
mummy just gave me $50.
teehehehes.
and she says. no more angbao for my birthday.
!!!
*chants*
不可能，不可能，不可能，不可能，不可能。

TKD Coach Pass

2008-05-10T15:01:00.002+08:00

STF sure knows how to make $$.

Courses / Seminars : Coaching Briefing for the Professional Coach Passes

Responding to the requests of numerous coaches who do not qualify for the professional coach passes, the Singapore Taekwondo Federation is organizing a coach briefing on Thursday 15 May 2008 at 7pm at the Secretariat.
If you need the passes for the various tournaments this year, you should seize the opportunity to attend the briefing.

Coaches, with the relevant coach qualifications, must attend the briefing to qualify for the passes. That means having an NCAP qualification is not good enough. You must attend the briefing if you want to apply for the pass.

Please register with Ms Jolene, Ms Theresa or Ms Linda by Wednesday 14 May 2008 if you are interested to attend the session. Participants may also apply for the passes at the time of registration.

The fees are as follows.

· Registration : $50
· Coach Pass : $35

Coach Pass Holders are reminded to ensure that they do not lose their passes. It is very expensive to replace them!

shall keep other comments to myself. =/

waaa. $85. i'm very poor already.

and the list of cravings goes on and on..

2008-05-10T00:45:00.002+08:00

bruises bruises go away~
and the huge and dark bruise on my right hip from tuesday's training leveled up today.
got kicked right on the same spot again. ): is pain.
and I won't be sparring until the bruise gets better.
if not... mummy doesn't want to love me anymore. ):

though i'm still having diarrhea(s)...

i'm seriously craving for cereal prawns.
and stingray.
and sambal kangkong.
and. i don't know.. everything and anything!

its been awhile since i've last ate chocolates you know..
though i drink chocolate milk everyday. =x

and I went to bomb the toilet during warm up(training) today.
really is lao sai. (everyone knows that Qiaozhen is chor lor. so, pardon the term. =/)
became super nua after that. ):
and yes, AHFAT, lao sai 最大 can?

Qiaozhen so badly wants to eat good food tmr. ):

Kampong Lorong Buangkok

2008-05-08T21:58:00.002+08:00

Kampong Lorong Buangkok 160408

Zany Bridge.

2008-05-08T18:28:00.002+08:00

and I played Zany Bridge on Viwawa for 5 hours STRAIGHT!
sorry for not replying smses and messages on msn. =x
too engrossed in my game ya.

and my eyes are feeling so tired now.

diarrhea, diarrhea, diarrhea.
oh man.
I know I need to drop 0.8kg.
but no more diarrhea please?

Hello RER. (:

2008-05-08T00:58:00.004+08:00

hahahah. I've got many many weird dreams about you lately.

and the song seems to be stucked in my head.

2008-05-07T22:55:00.004+08:00

all my life..
I prayed for someone like you.
~~and I thanked God that I finally found you.~~

and everything goes on and on...and on.

2008-05-06T23:46:00.003+08:00

you know something?
you're the last person I want to see right now.
don't even feel like saying hi to you.

-----------------------------

):

Monday blues...

2008-05-05T18:36:00.004+08:00

and my alarm rang at freaking 6.45am.
and i kept snoozing.. till 7.07am.
and i had diarrhea again. ):
stomach is still hurting now.

dragged myself to school thinking that there's gems retest awaiting me.
in the end, the lecturer asked us to complete it as a homework. ):
should've gone to the doctor.

had IC testing practical.
totally don't understand what the lecturer is rattling on about during the explanation.
was still okay when it came to hands-on.
accidentally closed the program. -.-"
was super lazy to start all over again~
lesson ended, followed by a 3hours break..

Quality&Reliability practical at 3pm.
did a little.. and... ended up taking a nap in the lab.
tired. ):
labtest on the 26th of May.

and.. home sweet home.

funny thing is..
ppl kept popping into my mind the whole day.
HAHA.
please don't ask who.

and I haven't been eating home cooked food for the longest time.
couldn't even recall when was the last time i had dinner at home.

anddd....

2008-05-05T00:18:00.002+08:00

It's 四月初一 already! happyhappy. things should be getting better this month ba.
okokay. please dont say that im superstitious okay. because i'm not. =D
just that things didnt go pretty well last month.

ANYWAYS.

was freaking bored at home.
Lun suggested to have BBQ at Leong's place.
and SO.
we had an impromptu BBQ.. with only the four of us.
leean, lun, leong and me. =D
went sunplaza to shop for food.
anw, ate halfway, me and lun stomach pain. ):
diarrhea-ed.

am still in pain now.
anw. love those sambal prawns. haha.

and i've got a 20% assessment for my gems tmr at 8am.
pssst! its a retest. because i skipped last week's lesson.
teehehehes.

please stop procrastinating!(try). =/

and i'm feeling very poor at the moment.
):
is sad.
very sad.
i'm gonna stay at home everyday and eat grass.

and....

2008-05-03T21:23:00.003+08:00

Qiaozhen wants to change back to Sony Ericsson! ):

met rer at cck @1.30pm.
went marina square to shop for bryan's present.
bought an orange nike lanyard for myself. =D
Qiaozhen loves orange. hah.
bought cookies n cream icecream cake from gelare.
met up with bryan, sockying, junhao and gavin.
had early dinner at breeks.
and.... everyone went separate ways after that.
):
that explains why I'm home so early.

ask me what i want for my birthday. =D

teehehes.
I want to receive many many smses.
=D

and bro will be back in sg tmr!

(:

2008-05-03T01:07:00.004+08:00

went clubhouse to put my shoebag...
headed to vivo with xiaodi, watched 'Harold And Kumar Escape From Guantanamo Bay' M18.
A movie w/o much of a story line but highly entertaining. haha.
and this is the first time i got check twice. -.-" 'show me your ic please'
once at the box office, the other at the entrance. !! who's fault?
returned to school, ate, waited for training to start.
many many freshies this year. hope they'll stay on ba.
and Qiaozhen sparred today. *opens eyes bigbig*
If I didn't remember wrongly.. It has been.. more than a year since I've last put on padding for a proper sparring session.
Minyi and Joanna asked me to have a round with them..
Performed badly for the first time.. did much better when i sparred with joanna..
many thanks to all coaches and blackbelts for the comments and guidance.
really appreciate it.
especially mdm xiuyun. (: xiexie.
lots of room for improvement.
still hesitating whether or not to fight for PA and nationals.

meanwhile.. go with the flow!

and. scandalous NOT!

time for bed. (:

p/s: if minyi didn't approach me, i wouldn't have put on my padding. or rather, i wouldn't dare to put on my padding. thanks.

busy busy.

2008-05-01T21:59:00.002+08:00

just got home not long ago..
tkd demo yesterday afternoon was alright.
at least I managed to break all 3 planks..
though those kicks weren't that impressive.
camped overnight in school for sptkdc's FO preparation camp..
many things happened over that one night in moberly. hahahaha.
shouldn't elaborate much here.
night walk dry run was okay. though we didn't manage to scare the comm members.
paired up with teammate XIAODI. and stop calling me x___ p___!
went to sleep only at 5am after much chatting and gossiping..
slept w/o my slping bag. ): cuz bro brought it to taiwan..
was freaking cold.
snuggled into joanna's slping bag when she woke up at 8am. hahahaha.
slept awhile more~ thanks thanks. =D

ran through those telematch games and stations..
slacked awhile more..
went omni theatre with ahfat, yuentuck, yuzhe, joanna and weekee..
killed time by playing daidee while waiting for Sakura to open at 6pm for buffet~
uberly bloated now. love the durian puffs there. haahha.
many thanks to ahfat. =D

Haven't been sleeping well for the past week..
No school for me tmr. becausee. every fri, FYP slot. 8 to 12pm. =D
time to catch my sleep.
gonna go sch for training in the evening.
FRESHIES will be coming. hah.

and... its labour day today!
29 more days. =D
no special reason as to..why am I looking that forward to it..
just that.. its my day!
its gonna be different from the past 2 years.
doesn't matter if there's anyone celebrating or not. (:

How Ironic.

2008-04-28T23:44:00.002+08:00

and the time has come,

to end this chapter.

Home Sweet Home.

2008-04-27T23:51:00.003+08:00

想念家，想念我温暖的床。
Hectic weekend.
GEMs tmr at T1A, 8am.
半条命。

up next:
mon, tues & wed gonna rush for photography competition stuff.
tues, mend tkd cca booth 11am to 2pm.
tues evening, tkd training.
wed afternoon, tkd demo.
wednesday evening, thurs, tkd fo prep camp.
fri go out.

很疲倦。

累。

2008-04-27T02:10:00.002+08:00

Just reached home. =(
is tired.

Was at Kallang Carpark 'F' for MPT Motor Trading 2008 Supersprint/Night Sprint.
and I'll have to wake up at 7.15am for the Dog Show at Kallang Leisure Park.
SAME PLACE.
omg.

Qiaozhen needs lotsa rest.

and it's time for some food therapy.

(:

2008-04-26T02:37:00.003+08:00

just reached home..
took 3N from cityhall.

A million thanks to the bus driver.
He stopped by my block where I always alight when I cab home
as I was the last passenger on the bus..
(:

It's the little actions that makes me smile.

Farm Mart, The Puppy Shop, 170408 (Silky Terrier)

发呆。

2008-04-25T00:17:00.002+08:00

Farm Mart, The Puppy Shop, 170408 (Shih Tzu Puppy)

感觉非常心酸。

2008-04-24T22:56:00.002+08:00

Went to Malaysia to visit my grandfather in the afternoon..

好不容易的忍住泪水。

心疼。

IVP 2008 Photos....

2008-04-24T00:37:00.010+08:00

okokay. long dued photos from IVP 2008.

firstly, let me introduce my koryo poomsae team~

Our coach, Jason Guo, ME, dear team mate ah tuck and jonathan.

the sissys and the not so manly. =D

一脸的不爽。Or maybe.. I think I was feeling nervous.

有没有感到杀气？！

but we lost anyway...

group photo taken during day 1.. sptkdc~

scandalous?.... NOT! Eh brother, same sitting position. lol. and.... Actually... I'm not THAT chor lor. hahahahah.

super blur face.

maybe I should rename this entry to... many faces of Qiaozhen. Every photo different expression leh.

and the what-do-you-want-face.

I'm seriously bored.

and not in a pretty good mood.

Frangipani.

2008-04-23T00:55:00.000+08:00

Fort Canning Park 290308

2008-04-23T00:00:00.002+08:00

and... I found out that..
(I wouldn't say that there's no one for me to turn to.
Or rather...)
There isn't anyone I could open up to, during times like this.
And that..
The only person who will listen to all my thoughts, all my rubbish, who will not look at me from any other angle regardless of what I speak.. is far far away.

and something which I find it very true..
Being happy is by choice, not by chance.
From a msg Terry forwarded to me some time back..

笨蛋。

2008-04-22T01:54:00.004+08:00

blame the stupid me for reading the past entries.
getting myself upset all over again.

just when we thought everything would last.

ask me how come I started thinking about the past again.

and i can't fall asleep.
and mummy would always tell me,
'lie on your bed and you'll fall asleep eventually.'

怀念。

2008-04-22T00:35:00.005+08:00

I need time&money management. ):

and sometimes,
I wished I wouldn't have to meet so many new faces during lectures&tutorials.
I secretly wish that my OLED-FYP would eventually work out fine and that.. there's no need for us to change our FYP.
I secretly hope that things between us would remain the way it was, 2~3 months back, which I deem that its impossible.

and at times..
I would ask myself why did I make that decision 5 months ago.
and I would dig out all my reasons for doing so and convince myself all over again that there's nothing for me to regret.

and then..
I would tell myself to move on and not to look back.
and that the future is waiting for me.
Be it bright or dull.

and I'm back to a square one,
桃花依旧，人面全飞。

Don't understand?
I don't get it either.

Cherish every moment.
capture every moment.

Shih Tzu Puppy.

2008-04-19T14:54:00.001+08:00

Farm Mart, The Puppy Shop, 170408

RICE

2008-04-18T12:23:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Saw this at Qingxiang's blog..

http://www.freerice.com/index.php

'For each word you get right, we donate 20 grains of rice through the UN World Food Program to help end hunger!"

My total donation is... 8580 grains of rice!
which means.. I answered 429 questions.
some questions are repetitive.

(:

Play the game!

----

2008-04-15T23:38:00.004+08:00

and I felt so much better.

went geylang for dinner with lun&yong.
msged lun at 6plus and they reached cityhall at around 6.45pm.
that's pretty fast. (:
alighted at aljunied.
ate 宫保田鸡,
ate 福建面 at 牛肉河粉,
ate 点心 at 旺角点心。
wanted to eat durians but was getting late already.

thanks for the company.

Ups and Downs in Life...

2008-04-15T00:46:00.002+08:00

这阵子发生了好多事情。
很想把心事说出，但又不方便。
咳。
最近的我，脾气可能会有点暴躁。
请多多体谅与谅解。
谢谢。

YEAR 3

2008-04-14T00:48:00.003+08:00

MPT Motor Trading 2008 Night Sprint 230208 Collage

I'm gonna be a year 3 student. =D

FRESHIES!!! Here I come. HAHA.

okay crap.

Nothing much to update.. Happy Schooling to All. =D

I have 3 hours break on Mondays and Tuesdays.

Its going to be a headache to think of where to lunch.

做人，不要担心太多。

事情是永远担心不完的。

人生短短几十年，

最主要是活得开心一点。

钱，真的有那么重要吗？

赚得再多，没有那个命去花，有什么用？

不要把钱看得那么重。

所谓，谈钱伤感情。

做人，看开一点。

and.... SCHOOL STARTS NEXT WEEK!

2008-04-10T21:45:00.002+08:00

Semester I

Term 1---- Mon --- 14.4.2008 - Fri 30.5.2008 --- 7 weeks
Vacation--- Sat ---- 31.5.2008 - Sun 22.6.2008 -- 3 weeks

and I can't wait for holidays. HAHA.

Hmm.

2008-04-10T01:55:00.000+08:00

okay lar.
其实，还蛮开心的。
知足常乐。(:

我总觉得...

2008-04-08T01:41:00.002+08:00

最近的我，没那么快乐，没那么开心。
只不过是觉得罢了。
没emo.

Sky of Love

2008-04-07T13:12:00.002+08:00

Heavenly days

mezamashi ga na ru mae ni oki te toki wo tomeru
omoidaseru no wa mou nantonaku da kedo kimi no koto
ichi okubou no kimi ni ae ta kiseki nanka mo
itsu no ma ni ka wasure chau ka na
wasure ta koto sae mo kitto wasure te shimau no
heavenly days

mune no poketto no heya
kimi no kie ta nukumori wo sagasu yo
mou nidoto kimi wo omou koto wa naku te mo
mada sukoshi atataka ano hibi ni kagi o kake te

aruki tsukare te suwarikon de tohou ni kure te
kanawa nai yume yu'ni toka futari nara ie ta
kaisatsu guchi de ie nakatta ii takatta
' arigatou'tte kotoba wa tabun
' sayonara ' yori mo kanashii katoba ni omou no
heavenly days

umaku warae te ta ka na
saigo no kisusu kurueru kimi no te o
nigire nakatta namida sae ochi nakatta
hitoripocchi ni nari imasara afure dasu yo
heavenly days

mune no poketto no heya
kimi no kie ta nukumori wo sagasu yo
mou nidoto kimi wo omou koto wa nakutemo
te o nobashi te mi te mo koko ni wa mou i nai yo
atarashii hikari no shita aruki dasu yo

English version -
I turn off the time to wake up before the alarm clock ressounds
I don't know why but I can already remember you

I wonder if, before I know it, I'll forget
even the miracle of being able to meet you for one hundred minutes
Will I end up forgetting even that I've forgotten?

Heavenly days, in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there's no way to feel you ever again, ah
I'm locking up those days that are still a bit warm

Tired of walking, I sat down and was at a loss, if you were with me
We could have talked about something like our unbearable dream's fate

I couldn't say it by the ticket barrier, I wanted to say
That I feel "Thank you" are maybe words
much sadder than "goodbye"

Heavenly days, I wonder if I could smile properly
At the scene of our last kiss, I couldn't even
grasp your shivering hands, not even my tears fell, ah
Now that it's too late, they overflow when I'm alone

Heavenly days, in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there's no way to feel you ever again, ah
Even if I stretch out my hands, you're not here anymore
I'll walk on under a new light

Looking at things..

2008-04-07T00:22:00.002+08:00

from a different angle.

用另一个角度，来看世界。

HELLO!

2008-04-06T13:25:00.004+08:00

and btw..

Does anyone of you or your friends has got a CHIWAWA at home?

I need to take 100 photos of Chiwawas.
photos will be given to you(the owner) of course.

Please help me ask around!

Thanks. (:

2008-04-06T12:55:00.003+08:00

Ah.. So many dreams in one night.

and I'm starting to become really short-tempered.
and I get frustrated over little things.

wake up, WAKE UP!!

Bring me around please. (:

2008-04-05T02:22:00.005+08:00

Puggol Beach
Lower Pierce
Tang Dynasty
Singapore Botanical Gardens
Chinese Garden
Japanese Garden
Sembawang Beach
Bukit Batok Nature Reserve (Eons since I last went there.)
Xiao Gui Lin
Singapore Nature Reserve
Singapore National Museum
Asian Civilisations Museum
Robertson Quay
and all the Islands.

=D

2008-04-05T00:01:00.003+08:00

is happy. hahahaha.
sis is finally back from Korea!
no more lonely nights. =D
and as you can see.. i'm quite high now.
cuz I've got postcards from Korea..
and I'm going to have some from New Zealand when leong is back!
and... hopefully some from Thailand because.. Lun is at Thailand now. HAHA.
and.. HOW COME I'VE GOT A POSTCARD FROM JAPAN, MOUNT FUJI?.
I really can't recall how come I have it leh. =/
I've got a postcard on Queensland and one on... Joey! baby kangaroo which bro got for me when he went there for some ns excercise..
and those which I got from Taipei last september..
朋友买的postcards比较有meaning. lol.

RHW: hello. now you know what to do? xD HEHES.

Sis got me..
a really cute passport cover from Jetoy.(http://jetoy.com/gnu/bbs/board.php?bo_table=travel&wr_id=1#)
a bear keychain from Jeju Teddy Bear Museum Shop. (http://www.teddybearmuseum.co.kr/newteddy/)
a few random t-shirts..
SEAWEEDS.
and a pack of 8 postcards.. 'Night view of Seoul'.

Qiaozhen is a happy girl. =D

and I need some answers.

Lost

2008-04-04T00:53:00.002+08:00

I feel as though I'm struggling in the middle of nowhere.
Really don't know what to think.
Many uncertainties.

Feel so stranded.

Misses.

2008-04-03T01:29:00.003+08:00

When one door closes...

2008-04-03T00:27:00.001+08:00

the other opens..

But where is my other door?

自己跌倒，自己爬。

2008-04-01T23:08:00.002+08:00

But at times, a helping hand is very much appreciated.

Insane.

2008-04-01T01:43:00.008+08:00

I'm feeling much better now. I almost went crazy while I was bathing. Not literally. I didn't even know what was I doing. I wasn't even sane enough to brush my teeth. A hundred thousand thoughts running through my mind. So much to say, so much to explain. You said that I don't even spare a thought for you. That both of you are worried about me. I wanted to tell you, I did. I do. Ask my friends and 10 out of 10 will tell you that I'm always saying, 'Reach home before 12am.' Not plainly because you ask me to. But because I know that you'll be worried about me and that you can't fall asleep without me being home yet. Sometimes it makes me feel as though I'm a 'burden'. That my friends have to go off early because of me. Do you understand how do I feel? You said that I'm always giving you problems. You said this, you said that. You said so much about me that it makes me feel that I'm not a filial child at all. I tried to explain. I'm always finding time to tell you what am I doing, what am I thinking, what do I want for my future, my plans for my future, how I feel, and everything. Whenever I start talking about my things, I can talk non stop. This is how much I want to share. By telling you all these, I hope that you'll understand more about me. Yes. Mum listens. But dad, whenever I tried to explain myself, I always got cut off by you. Telling me that I'm in the wrong and all. and yes. I do know that at times, I'm in the wrong. But can't you give me a chance to explain?. A chance to redeem myself, my mistakes?. And a chance for yourself to hear me out so that you'll have better understanding of your daughter?. It takes two hands to clap. But why do I always feel that I'm always the one trying so hard? You told me to get home before 12am. I can't say that I always do. But I always try. But right now, you're saying, 'Do you always have to wait until 12am before you get home?' Please tell me what to do. I don't go clubbing, I don't drink, I don't smoke, I'm not out to play, I'm not out there doing the wrong things. I'm 18, going 19. I wouldn't say that I'm trying to act like a young adult. But at least the mutual trust. I'm not like sis. She's an introvert, Me, an extrovert. 一个天，一个地。You can't compare like this. I like to run about, I have my own interest. You're always saying that I'm full of excuses, full of reasons to cover up my ass. But why not look at things from another angle? I'm trying very hard to understand the mind of a parent. And I so much hope that you'll do the same way as well, by putting yourself in the shoes of a teenager.

And. I didn't switch off my phone, I didn't deliberately drain my handphone battery either. My battery went flat and it auto shut off. Dad, you messaged me, asking me where am I, you called me thrice using your handphone and you called me four times using the house phone. And when I came home, you yelled at me warning me never again to switch off my phone. Telling me that you're going to lock the door after 12am the next time. And mum, you told me not to come home the next time if it's after 12am. I know you don't actally mean it. You only said it out of rage. But did you know how much it actually hurt me? I could only stare at you blankly. I didn't even know that my battery went flat. I didn't even got a chance to explain. I could only say I'm sorry. Because I know that whatever I say isn't going to help the situation at that point of time. Whatever I say is just going excuses to you. I received those call alerts and message only when I went to charge my phone. Then again, I've already called you before hand, telling you that I'm going over to 302 to have dinner. I'm not a rebellious kid. I don't go against you all the time. You're worried, yes, I know. But I wasn't alone at that point of time. And you knew it. I don't understand. I don't get it. I really don't.

请你试着了解我。好吗？

Taking things..

2008-03-31T01:32:00.004+08:00

a step at a time.

Mummy bought lots of chocolates for me.

happy. xD

Fishing for...

2008-03-30T17:03:00.000+08:00

love.

生病了。

2008-03-30T00:44:00.007+08:00

蓝蓝的天，白白的云。

Hello.

Qiaozhen is sick.

=(

Down with flu and sorethroat.
Nose and throat super itchy.
and I keep sneezing.
WHO'S MISSING ME?!
Don't miss me so much okay?
Try to control.

and my eyes has got burning sensation.
is pain.

People who are sick, or rather not feeling well, tends to get frustrated easily.
So, don't blame me please.
I'm already trying to control.

=(

I don't want to be sick.

The reason behind everything.

2008-03-29T01:28:00.005+08:00

Thursday.
Ended up cabbing to the airport. Freaking $31++. Waited for sis to check in..
Thanks to the BOTH of you for:
-taking your time to plan this lil' surprise to cheer me up.
-coming all the way to changi airport to pick me up.
Thanks for the effort and time. Really appreciate it.
The durian cake is great. =D

Friday.
ITP really suck. We're going to change our FYP soon.
Badminton after sch. Didn't really play though.
Haven't been attending tkd trainings.
Went home after badminton, bathed, changed.
Went down to studio.
As usual, learned alot of things.
And. Home.

Qiaozhen needs to stop procrastinating.

You asked me if I have anything to say.
You asked me what's on my my mind.
You asked me if I've missed you over the past week.

I'm a very simple girl. Although I do think alot at times.
Just analytical thoughts. Nothing fanciful.

Nothing much for me to say.
Just that somehow, somewhere inside me,
I wish, you would care a little more.

Perhaps,
I'm too dependent on you.

BRO PROMISED TO SLEEP IN MY ROOM TONIGHT.
But he's already fast asleep on his own bed when I reached home.
!#$%^&

O.O

2008-03-27T16:46:00.004+08:00

Sis is going away to Korea for holidays for 9days!
Hope she brings back some nice postcards for me..

I bought:

-Raisins coated with strawberry chocolate from daiso,
-Strawberry hello panda,
-Chocolate pocky,
-Strawberry marshmallows,
-Ribena blackcurrent pastills (Vitamin C. Because I doubt that she'll eat any vege and fruits there.)

for her.

And I'm going to accompany her to take the MRT all the way from Yew Tee to Changi Airport.
Please don't ask me why she's not taking a cab. =/

Please say that I'm a nice sis. hehehehes.

=D

went to PS today, wanting to submit my resignation letter.
store manager went for overseas attachment.. and my letter is addressed to him.
So.. gotta go edit.
saw chris.. IT supervisor, previously AV supervisor.
asked me why I want to resign and all.. he was the one who brought me into BestDenki tgr with Sugimoto-san.
He then went to BDD(BestD. Digital) counter to ask if they need a part timer.. 0.0 so nice of him.
waiting for reply now. =/
asked me to take a rest first.

so... resignation postponed. =/

Watched 'Shutter' with Ahyong and Lun. zzzzz.
The last thing I need is a horror film that is associated with cameras and photography.

5.35pm. EDITS.
I just heard the news on 93.3FM.
It says that.. ITS SNOWING IN AMK AND BISHAN!
about the size of 20cent coin. drops down with the rain.
ahyong say have leh. O.O
I'm so amazed.

Ah_Yong says:
I AM STUNNED

Ah_Yong says:
if nv notice is like normal..
Ah_Yong says:
use EYES see focus can see some particles flowing

O.O

later watch 6.30pm news see have anot.

Dailies.

2008-03-26T21:35:00.002+08:00

ITP>>IJC>>Home.

Went IJC to coach TKD. Basically is zuo bo, do nothing. Main point is to accompany Devester. See, I'm sucha nice bro. HOR BRO? and we actually took a bus when we can actually walk there. andand. we alighted at one stop before IJC. =.- hello, who's fault?. =p saw denise and andrew over there.. its been awhile. (: didn't know what to say though...

went home after training. did nothing much.

Boring.

Sis going Korea tmr.
I'm going to sleep alone in my room for 8 nights.

=(

Back to square one.

2008-03-25T19:23:00.005+08:00

突然间，很想你。
不舍得删除那些照片。

想回到当初朋友的关系。
想回到当时刚认识你的那一刻。
那时，刚入进新加坡理工学院第一年的我。

桃花依旧，人面全飞。
我已经不是当时的我。
已经没那么柔弱了。
现在的我，没那么容易哭。
现在的我已经在学习当中。
学习不依赖人，学习依靠自己。
我相信，我一定能做得到。

我会忍住我的泪水，
不再为这段感情而哭泣。

其实，单独一个人，也不错。
自不过偶尔会觉得寂寞，

偶尔会觉得：

没有人让我发小姐脾气，
没有人让我出气，
没有人宠我，
没有人疼我，
没有人哄我，
没有人听我说废话，
没有人听我诉苦，
没有人无条件的爱我

罢了。

it ain't that difficult after all.

right?

Let your hair down.

2008-03-24T22:32:00.005+08:00

3 more weeks till my ITP ends. Or rather, holidays.

Lun drove me and ahyong to ChangiV. Ate... Stingray, Kangkong, FishYoutiao, Fried wanton, Black carrot cake and the usual sugar cane juice. Is that alot?

After that.. went to.. erm. I don't know where is it.. but its near the tekong ferry terminal I think.. Sat down, enjoyed the breeze as we watched aeroplanes fly over our heads.. Super cold. But I like the place. =D

Headed to Geylang for durians. Was craving for it since god knows when. Few months ago I think.. Qiaozhen is a happy girl. HEHES. Went home after that.. cuz mummy called to nag already.. =/ Lun wanted to bring me to Kent Ridge Park.. Sad. Another day okay?

We're the foodies. Haha. 不行啊。Last week monday to friday eat. Don't tell me this week also like that. My tummy needs rest. Too much good food.

Thanks Lun. For driving from east to west, from west to north and back to sengkang.
Now you know how to go to KJE(BKE). =x Hehehehes.
and ahyong. For bringing two kids out. HAHA.

and now, I'm craving for this Durian Cake.
http://littlefootpastry.wordpress.com/2006/07/08/durian-decadence/

Qiaozhen feels lonely at times. =(

Chiwawa!

2008-03-24T11:19:00.001+08:00

----

2008-03-23T21:49:00.004+08:00

Hello Qiaozhen,

Please control your emotions.
Don't be grouchy and moody when you're tired and hungry.

--

Went Kallang Leisure Park for Dog Show.. shooting again.

I'm super tired.

Please don't kajiao me.

--

Hello,

Can you slow down and wait for me?
I'm always trying to keep up with your pace.

Don't walk in front of me and expect me to follow you.
I'm not your follower.

Many thoughts running through.
Who am I to you?
Who do you treat me as?

Then again,
I'm starting to be too reliant on you.
Good or bad?
You tell me.

Updates.

2008-03-23T00:23:00.003+08:00

Let me tell you what I did this week.

Monday - Sky of Love with Lun, Marko, Ahyong, Tiensiang at The Cathay, went HMV.

Tuesday - Went PS with the same guys, bought my phone. Went Wisma, service Sony Ericsson phone. Dinner at Newton.

Wednesday - Went Eleven, Bussorah Street, for dinner with Lun and Ahyong.

Thursday - Went Tiong Bahru for LorMee with Lun and Ahyong, walked around Raffles City with Bro and his friend, Thaddeus, while waiting for Bryankoh. Went studio, went Funan, bought my precious DSLR.

Friday - Went Labrador Nature Reserve with Lun and Ahyong to shoot&explore, went Vivo City jalanjalan, went Geylang for Dim Sum & Herbal Jelly.

Saturday(TODAY) - HELLO. I WENT TO THE ZOO. Went to shoot. Eons since I last stepped into Singapore Zoological Gardens! Went with..... Bryankoh, Lanz, Irene, Ashley, Kelvin and Weiwei. 很累。Super sunny in the morning and early afternoon. Rained during late afternoon. Super humid. Came home, bathed, meet Bryankoh, went Lanz house for dinner, slacked.

Hai..

巧珍累坏了。
很想耍脾气。

=(

Can you feel the happiness in me?!

2008-03-21T01:33:00.004+08:00

HELLO!

I've finally bought my FIRST DSLR.

NIKON D80.

CAN YOU FEEL THE HAPPINESS IN ME?! (plus heartache.)

$1515 from John 3:16, Funan IT Mall.
$20 for Tokina UV Filter.

Total: $1535.

I'm officially poor.

But still, please ask me out for food.
I'll dig out money by all means.

HAHA.

and I went Tiong Bahru to have Lor Mee with Shark's meat for dinner.
will update another day.

Time to explore my camera. xD

Please feel happy for me. OKAY?

Dining at Eleven.

2008-03-19T22:37:00.015+08:00

ELEVEN
11 Bussorah Street
(Opposite Hotel Park Royal)
For Reservations : 62912555
Email : elevenbussorah@gmail.com

While doing research during ITP today, Lun was looking at FOOD online. blogs. Saw this restaurant on http://molemole.sg/ Entry: High Class Dining On A Budget. After ITP, Lun, ahyong and me trained towards the east. Was pondering whether to have our dinner at geylang(froglegs), waterloo street(some tze char) or ELEVEN. Finally decided on Eleven. Alighted at Bugis.. around 5 to 10mins walk ba. Its at Kampong Glam area..

Didn't bring any camera along with us.. so.. pardon the 'blurness' and the colour. Photos are taken with my phone. oh btw. I'VE CHANGED MY PHONE YTD! Samsung Ultra Edition 12.1 U700. $68. cheap cheap. with 2 years contract. usual price is $198 with 2 years contract. promo ends this friday.. Called many shops.. but they only have black in stock. Finally found my silver one at Plaza Sing basement.. samsung's shop. HAPPY. xD Marko, Lun, Ahyong, Tiensiang accompanied me. hehes. thanks thanks. really appreciate it. Walked from PS to Wisma to send my Sony Ericsson W810i for servicing.. went Newton for dinner after that. =D

OKAY. back to ELEVEN.

The interior of the restaurant. Classy?

Restaurant is dimly lit.. Abience is great. There wasn't many people dining at that point of time.. The waiter serving us is good-looking too! Hahahaha. He's from Nepal. The restaurant is so classy that we didn't dare to speak as loud. But.. no worries. Most expensive item on the menu is only $29. =D

There's also a computer for customers to surf the net..

OKAY. Back to the important stuff. The FOOD.

Asian Spiced Calamari for Starters..

Served with Thai Chilli Sauce. It's a must try. Taste totally different with and w/o the sauce. DIP the sauce! $9

Fried Thai Style Chicken.

I ordered this main dish.. Love the way the chicken is marinated..Totally love the sauce. + Salad + Asian Spicy Fries. The fries is great too! $15

Bombay Fish and Chips.

Ahyong had this.. Sauce is great too. There's a unique taste to the fish.. Will definitely choose this over Fish&Co.'s. $15

Pan-fried Dory with Pepper Cream.

Lun had this.. Alittle towards the salty side..nonetheless, it taste as great. There's actually green mashed potatoe served below the fish. Its green in colour because its mixed with coriander. Thumbs up. =D $15

All 3 of us were smiling all the way while eating.. Hahahaha. This is the first time I'm so satisfied with my food. No disappointment.

UP NEXT, DESSERTS.

Cinnamon Sweet Bread Pudding with Lychee. Served warm. GOOD. $9

Spiced Apple and Tortilla Tower Served with Vallina Icecream. This is a MUST-TRY. Highly recommended by the 3 of us. Hah. SERIOUS. $9

Walnut Brownie with Wolfberry, topped with Ginger Sauce, Served with Vallina Icecream. $9

Overall.. Desserts not too sweet. Just nice. (: All the above desserts are topped with crushed digestive cookies! I love digestive cookies. Haha. My dad used to buy those cookies for me when I was much younger..

As for the main courses, portions served are filling. Three words. HAPPY, FILLING, DELICIOUS. =D

Really got 'WOW' Factor.

Will definitely go back another day.